This world is dying, is death

Caffiene
I am insane
going this way that way forwards backwards
ott and out of the rain into the rain and out again
I am insane
FIRE
hailstones clobber me in three pieces
a three piece suit
can't stand against this onslaught
of bitterness
Take me
undress unsex me here
long legged pelicans ride into the night
and dream
of better days
Sleep
my friend
Sleep and know you are not alone
let me go into the rain
to be insane
I have no gain but to
never trust you
again.

Sun

I live in the sun.
Its not the most comfortable of environments. Everything is constantly changing, there is no stable ground, if you need to go you go directly into ... It so it s not very hygienic. Overall it is hot and gasy on the sun and the light is very odd.
On earth the sun gives light and life. It creates night and day and chlorophyll and bacteria and so on. It makes things green and white and yellow and gives deserts and the poles. But the sun us very different. Instead it us the light, evening is up lit. Odd and confusing and bizarre. Sometimes I want to scream.
But I dont. Because it is warm on the sun. I can feel the centre of the solar system at least, which is something. I don't need to be paranoid. Not at all.
No. I just need to stay alive.

They

They take
You make
Up
Your mind
One of a kind
You
Unwind
Don't mind
Inside
Its a sanctuary.

On the train.

On the train
In the rain
Its a shame
I can't contain
My excitement.

Not just

Not just a writer
I'm a fighter
A bloody two dollar
Dressed in drab alighter
Come on let me
Hold up miter
I'll suffer and hurt and
I'll duly falter.
I'm a fighter
Not just a writer
Scriber scribbling dribbling
Red getting whiter
Bloody and diseased
I'll do as I please
Now let me fighter
And be a writer

Musing

People say if you want a phone, buy a phone don't carry around a fancy smarty typing internet-connecting weird tablet thing.
I reply that this isn't a phone. Its not even a smart phone. Its a mini genius piece of Google.