Can Not

Take me by my heart strings

And pull

Push shudder stretch and sting

This is your recreation

The destruction of my soul

Truss me up like a parcel

Send me to oblivion

And to the void

Which suck

Takes me and reduces me to nothing

Death goes 

And comes and likes

And desires, wants

It chokes and burns and throttles

"You cannot stop me"

It says

"You cannot end me

I will come"

You will come and burn my insides

Reach your hand 

Into my gullet

And pull

Shudder 

Rip and 

Blood everywhere

Chunder split and smash

We are the generation who will suffer

Take

Take me back to that time
When we dined on honey
Take me back to that place
Where all you wanted was to love me
Take me back all the way
Back to where I was royalty
Take me with you when you leave
And let me bloom like a flower.

Just Back

JUST
kill me smite me
smother me in chocolate
eat my toes then burn my face
have your way, make me sweet
shame me
hate me
tell me I am worthless
tell the world I have gone to my grave

BACK
and I am here
alive again and living
fruitful and able to give the world
all I can

I just want to die

stab stab stab
rip out my heart intentionally
and eat it bleeding from a steak knife
bleed bleed bleed
leave me to rot like corpses
breaking my bones
selling my throne
to see a thousand faces
screaming
dying
burning
breaking
hate hate hate
hate me until they burn me
consume all my goodness
and leave them to dictate to me
run run run
run until your feet bleed
let the man come knocking at my door
and leave me
to die

China

Creeping sleeping
Weeping
You break me in pieces
All these releases
Are not suffice to say
To stay
Away
Stray
Or go and speak
And know you are weak
Arise into a new creation
Sensation
Pieces
Cracked china doll walking over a precipice
Crack splinter crack
Crush

Beat

Beat me father til I'm black as night
As black as your heart
With all your might
Tear me down then build me up
Out of shadows construct me again
Like the crows wing
Like ravens brain
Harsh hark and save her soul,
make her beautiful
Let her stay whole.

Dark

Dark
Through blue yonder shift
Shudder
And turn this diversion into desire
Perspire
And say that today is just
Another day
Hark
They call and shatter and crumble
Speak
Knowing that this wake is sleeping
Your eyes
Are soft like morning dew