26/05 Should I Die

I have these
Things
In my head
Calling out to me
I have these
Voices
In my mind
Telling me to
Go and have it easy
Go jump here
Go eat there
Go take that pill
Then another
And another
And drown your sorrows
But then there's another voice
In the seat of my brain
Talking
Logically
Grammatically correct
Realistically
Saying that I have friends
I have love
I have those
Who would cry
Every time I did