07/06 Bloody

There's something fearful
Coming outside of me
As I'm crying red
Out from my underside
I'm ashamed of me
Ashamed of my femininity
As I soak these sheets
These clothes
These parts of my body
That I should never show
Just standing here
Not allowed to speak
Putting up your hand in the class
But no, not allowed to go
To use the toilet
Because obviously
You're just lazy
You can't honestly think
They'd let you go because
Of a singular time of the month
When the moon is high
Or when it is low
It's your responsibility
To hide it
Not to let it show
Its disgusting
Don't speak of it to me
Just have this time
Be blamed for your temper
Your sorrow and mood swings
For your time
Of never ending pain
And suffering
As your body rips itself out
Inside out
And restarts anew
To remind you it still works
Here, it says, you can still have a child
Have some pain with
To leave you bedridden
But at the same time
Shush
Your a wuss, disgusting
If you use it as excuse