Seek her Seeker

Seek her and you will find
What exactly is in her mind.
Seek her, and you will see
The wild benelovant monstrosity.
Seeker, you sow the seeds
Of things hidden, in times of need.
Seeker, you prove to show
That there is something in the shallow
Recesses of the world at last
A net you can finally cast
Fish until your hearts content fulfilled
Then you can be called, finally, skilled.
You are the seeker, find her there
Underneath the cedar bare
Her hair like gossamer, skin like silk
Swans are her fellows, fawns her ilk.
She is waiting for you to find
The secret that was left behind
To discover that which is truth
So come, seeker, slay the leuth. 

Lies and Love and Wretched.

I'M FED UP WITH YOUR LIES
Put away this disguise
And face me like the man I know you are.
You spat in my face
And left me in disgrace,
Leaving me to the mercy, the wretched abused mercy, of the social world. 
You are blind to reality,
All of your insanity
Cannot compensate for the hurt you've done me.
You might try to get my pity
But in a word - your attempts are shitty
It's down to these words, these words that are no more
Because its this: an abuser thou art
You schemed your way into my heart
Then ripped it whole and beating from my chest
Now I lie here, bleeding
And there is no reason
To continue in my love for you.