Sunday 16 December 2012

Joyous Ode To The Wee Apolocalypse





The oncoming onslaught
Of an uncompromising prophecy
It’s clear the Mayans could not,
The creation of Christmas, forsee
We’ll all be dead in two weeks
Apparently, as it is said,             
After some inscription in South America
An age, ending, some “experts” read.
They went down with pencils
Stuck by the end into mouth,
They journeyed northwards, herewards, leftwards,
Therewards, forest-wards, river-wards, then south.
Transcribing rocks, carved bits of stone,
Linking both near and very, very far,
Alien conspiracies, invasions,
Return of the great god from some star.
Then they put on monocles
And looked awful posh, right? …
They wrote, others took these writings,
And turned them into shite.
So yes, we’re all going to die,
In a few days, it is true,
Or the world at least is going to change
A great lot, so … screw you.
Or screw your neighbour, the cat
You might as well get it done,
Everything you’ve ever dreamed of doing …
Do, because the time’s almost come.

Monday 15 October 2012

How Writing A Poem Can Get You Through Anything

End of the road,
start of the rain,
with hope I'll never be here again.
End of my tether,
start of the noose,
At the edge of the cliff, rocks coming loose.
My bones are shaking,
My body is sore,
I don't know where to turn anymore.
My eyes are weary,
My temples ache,
This is the end, oh for fuck's sake ...
Pull yourself together,
You great big idiot,
Stop thinking your some type of Judas Iscariot.
Get on with your essay,
Get on with your life,
Don't think about her or cause your life strife.
Your stronger than this,
You know this is true,
You know that four is from two and two,
So don't make five
You great big lump,
Don't sit there weeping on your rump.
Get on and roar
Get on and dance,
Put on your rings, then write a romance.
Dance until your sore
You idiotic girl,
Get up and "gie us a twirl"
Remember better times
Remember the good,
Don't let this one time get you into a foul mood. 

Wednesday 26 September 2012

Update!

Upcoming Projects:

I now have a new writing persona, on the site quotev.com, by the name of Parchment. Actually, if you search "Parchment" in general now and "writer" I usually pop up. Its a pseudonym I am using :)
Also, coming soon, the great novel writing global project NaNoWriMo oh yes! ( nanowrimo.com ) a world-wide project where people alone or in communities are encouraged to write a 50 thousand word novel within the single month of November. Well worth doing, amazing times - love it!
Also, I am not attempting to generate some money out of this crazy thing called writing. I am setting up an account on Wrytestuff, which has advertising, yes, but which I end up getting paid for. Its an opinion online paper bascially, where I will soon be putting up my philosophical and discursive essays on Human Robots (read to find what I mean) and the topic of death, the different systems and beliefs regarding death, and death itself.
Found a great new site: ideagenerator.com which has inspired me to write a play which is now being put  on. Contact me at ailsacorinne@gmail.com for more info regarding this.

Loves and sunshine!
Small Golden Wings

Sunday 22 July 2012

From my newest book I am working on: Of Death

There's that point when you get to a point, and you realise, was it ever worth getting to, this point?
Life goes on by, and you sit and you wait for it to pass, like some idiot drunk, sitting in the subway, watching as trains draw up, stop, open their doors and let people stream out in such a pace you are hit on the head about a thousand repeatable times, then more cascade in, the doors close, and the trains ride away ... leaving you there. And this happens time and time again, you sit there, staring, waiting, groaning, yearning for something to change.
But it doesn't.
Charles Rivers met the prostitute that night, just like any Wednesday night. And it was the same, it did not differ because of the bemusing presence of the winged eye. It did not alter because the insistant flapping of an incommunicative ball of flesh and minor muscle strained to peep in through the window by way of its metallic, circumnavigatory, ever-beating limbs wich caused it to hover indecisively like some awkward hummingbird. It was all a joke, but it wasn't.
Charles kept his hands off the woman, as the establishment ordered. He kept his tongue behind his teeeth as the prostotoute liked. He handed over his money before anything, as was expected, but what he did not do was keep his eyes to himself, or to her, or to the room. Instead, as she bruised and abused and gave him his due for disobeying his wedding vows his eyes did not. He had them focused on that tiny little thing that was not normal, that was not like everything in the world, like those trains rolling by, the clouds in the sky, the fish in the stream, it was not normal.
For those tiny little wings beat inscenantly, and they caught his imagination, fired up his memories and as Charles watched the eye hover and remembered his long lifehood on earth he couldn't help but consider one word. About another set of gods, about another world, another life, another civilisation and another set of myths. About another all-father, that was not Khaos, who had impaired his own vision for the sake of wisdom.
And as that eye sought out the only other source of immortality Charles realised he was not alone. He realised that though Hades, Zeus, Athena ... although they had all died he was not alone. There was another.
He gazed up at the wingle eye and knew.
Odin was real.

Thursday 5 July 2012

To the tune of "nobody likes me"

Nobody likes me
My sister really hates me
I'm going to the bog to eat shit
Big lumps of brown shit
Small lumps of pig shit
Watch me eat this poo.

Host City, Host Country


Nations come hither and join
This song of unending peace
A place where we might belong
With a lullaby that will not cease.
Nations come one and all
Greet us with a holy kiss
Play your drums, strike a call
It is a celebration you cannot miss. 
Weave your words with a poets loom
Lined with silk and diamonds too
Honey-tongued and all too soon
You'll find yourself at the sea edge blue.
Nations come and you will see
Our lions roar, our unicorns bray
Our pride that is struggling to be -
The daffodil and clover are not far away.
 
 

Saturday 30 June 2012

Inspiration example

Just thought I would post this optical illusion, the sort of thing that often inspires me. Count the number of girls... on both sheets.
14 above, 15 below ...

this is how it works: girl "7" is entirely above the middle line, and so appears as an "extra" person in the below example. Number "6" bow can be seen on either side, floating in the air of the above strip.

Friday 18 May 2012

Seek her Seeker

Seek her and you will find
What exactly is in her mind.
Seek her, and you will see
The wild benelovant monstrosity.
Seeker, you sow the seeds
Of things hidden, in times of need.
Seeker, you prove to show
That there is something in the shallow
Recesses of the world at last
A net you can finally cast
Fish until your hearts content fulfilled
Then you can be called, finally, skilled.
You are the seeker, find her there
Underneath the cedar bare
Her hair like gossamer, skin like silk
Swans are her fellows, fawns her ilk.
She is waiting for you to find
The secret that was left behind
To discover that which is truth
So come, seeker, slay the leuth. 

Wednesday 2 May 2012

Lies and Love and Wretched.

I'M FED UP WITH YOUR LIES
Put away this disguise
And face me like the man I know you are.
You spat in my face
And left me in disgrace,
Leaving me to the mercy, the wretched abused mercy, of the social world. 
You are blind to reality,
All of your insanity
Cannot compensate for the hurt you've done me.
You might try to get my pity
But in a word - your attempts are shitty
It's down to these words, these words that are no more
Because its this: an abuser thou art
You schemed your way into my heart
Then ripped it whole and beating from my chest
Now I lie here, bleeding
And there is no reason
To continue in my love for you.

Friday 27 April 2012

Help Me. Give Blood.

Its aggravating,
Irritating,
To the point of disorientation
Everywhere, every spare
Piece of wall
I see "Please give blood".
They scream and call,
Blame you by name
to give your blood. 
If you don't,
Then its wont
They'll put you to shame.
Its a blame game,
A dice of infaliable guilt-trips
The blood, the dying children,
Eyes of pity
Crying for you to
Spill your blood.
All over, everywhere,
Constantly, constantly, constantly...
Yet they never know,
Because they never ask:
They just blame,
For
I am not appropriate
There are rules upon laws
Drug abuse and tattoos,
And the cincher,
The unfortunate,
The absolute minimum
You have to be a certain weight
to give out free blood. 
And
How can I be if I am small?

Tuesday 24 April 2012

Apology for Not Committing

HUNT the narwhal
and then you'll see
what is going on with me
I missed the appointment,
Yes, I did
I didn't want to, so I hid. 
Just this once I'll say I'm sorry
I'll admit my deed, I'll admit this sin.
I don't mind if you are angry
I understand if you don't let me in.
I'll stay out of your path
Away from your words
Stay in my bed
Leave you undisturbed -
Then you can forgive me
And all will be well,
Like nothing's ever happened -
It'll be swell!
And like my narwhal I'll peep out
I stick out my horn and we'll shout!
We will laugh together and "mess around".
Stamp out corner, make enough sound
To be heard alright nice, 
I'll hold my horn above the ice
And puncture the sky, once - thrice!
Mighty aloft, mighty indeed,
Remember me well in times of need -
My narwhal's swimming
Through the sea
And he's so very hungry, so dear please
Hunt him quick and come to see
The lonely island that is me.

Friday 13 April 2012

Battle Cry

There is honour to be found
In the seat of my saddle
I take up my sword and ride
Into the battle.
My horse's hooves clatter
like the ringing steels of war,
Cantering before the host
Of a thousand more.
My helmet is my mask
My breastplate my defence
I do not see anything
But what is in front of me, hence
I am a victor, soldier
I am a man of war
For years I have sought
On wings of legend, to soar. 

Monday 9 April 2012

EMOtions

There is sorrow
In this song, there are too many words
I listen, but do not hear
A rythym of sounds,
A rush of vowels
Just phonemes, broken up by the heartbreak of the writer
Who sat weeping as she tried to relate her heart,
Tried to write the emotions of a dark dark world,
We strive to be heard
But forget our words.
Emotions are left,
Frazzled, dried in the bare sun.
Crisp edges, hardened and brittle,
A confusion of effortlessness.
Hard, harsh, going going gone.
The poet who desired to do nothing less
Than give his love one final farewell
By way of ink and paper and his mind working into overdrive.
Overdrive, overdrive, overdrive-
He strived to serve
But became the auderve.
Let me weep and come to terms with
My feminity.

Monday 2 April 2012

A wee bit of thoughtfulness to end: A Mirror


Can you see the inside of a mirror,
Where the world is darker,
But the grass greener?
Is it happier in that world?
Where everything is nothing,
Except itself.

How can such a beautiful thing,
The world of a reflection,
Be caught behind.
A single pane of glass.

Can you see in the mirror?
Can you see the other times?
Can you see happiness,
Love or affection? A reality -
Is reality, reality inside?

So do what you will,
Change the world with one hand,
Destroy a country
Restore
But always know,
Always remember,
Always think,
It’s you who’s staring back,
When you look into a mirror.

Poem: The Reality


This was written based in a series of books I was writing at the time, a series that was terribly very fantastical and has since developed into a darker, more complicated plot. 

When the eagle’s claws kill
And when the palm of man strikes,
Who to then shall you be loyal?

The birds call is strong,
It will awaken those who are nothing,
And those who are will come.

Man upon bird will fight,
And those of both will hide,
Into those places of depth.

With their loyalty divided,
Between those of air and earth,
What can they do of worth?

With a feather clutched in hand,
Can she make impossible
The length and breadth of time?

Written for Shaun: Beyond the Window Pain


Can you see his face in the window?
Tears streaming from his eyes.
His hair is falling across his shoulders,
And lives with the smell of burnt rice.
His cheeks are swollen with sorrow,
And his nose blue with the cold,
Quivering lips and shaking head,
That once was known to be bold.
The ferocity of him has gone,
Withered away in some gone year,
The spirit that had played his way
Into the town is no longer here.
The glory has gone from his heart,
Only pure white tears are cried,
With the spark gone from within him,
He seems no longer alive – he has died.
Somewhere inside I know him,
His true self lies elsewhere beneath,
It is hidden away strongly by sorrow,
The very thing in which he had a belief.
The mourner has grown so weak,
Once hazel eyes are now deep red,
From blood-shot veins bursting again,
The pain came from within instead.
In instead of out, form the hurt and pain,
This world commonly gives birth to,
Not from this his sorrow comes,
But from another hurt heart so blue.
She had tenderness, warming,
Beautifully warming for he,
But because of a fault while he loved her,
She was made to leave him, oh she.
So here I do stand beside him,
My arm dangling beside his thin self,
Shaken as he is with weeping,
And into my pockets I delve,
Where I find the long-lost bar,
Of half eaten darkest chocolate,
That we ate the day it got colder,
And the icicles grew on the gate.
So many memories are attached,
To this single delight of pretty life,
We laugh and we forget for a while,
The blunt cause of all this strife.
And then so we begin to walk,
And the snow begins to fall,
Our hearts are bounding in joy,
That is blocking against sadness wall.
This is the spirit we always share,
One of friendship and happiness,
It is one that only we posses,
Full of figures of speech – harmless.
What can I say to comfort he,
As the snow crunches under our toes,
I do not care for him like a fancy
Except that how people write prose.
The same old movie is dug out,
And is played again and again,
Our voices lift as we shout out,
The faults that were so obvious then,
We pick ourselves up and move on,
To the kitchen where we go,
Find the lemonade and the raspberries,
To take back the joy we lost long ago.
As I write this I know we had good times,
But uncertainty will always be so,
For I wonder with all of my heart,
Will I ever grow?

A bit of past darkness: Sorrow


It kills hope, All hope,
Slaughters happiness,
Murders joyous times
It can drive a person mad.
It is black, So black,
Greys and choking blues,
Deathly mourning hues,
With shadows throughout.
The eye stares, wide stares,
Wide with disbelief,
Quivering with passion,
They want to let it out.
The tears fall, fall
Landing on the ground,
Like liquid weeping,
It is flooding the garden.
They are drowned, drowned,
With weepers sadness,
The joy is gone,
It leaves a shock to fall.
This is sorrow.


Old Poetry: Ode to my Fridge

Away in a refrigerator,
For the first time in an hour,
The turkey sat on the lettuce,
While the beetroot turned sour.

The chicken flung about,
On short stumpy legs,
The cucumber screamed,
Running into the dregs.

But then, for the first time in history,
All the veggies turned around,
Biffed the turkey into a corner,
And threw the meat to the ground.

The carrot bit the ham,
 The potato bit the pie,
The corned beef, still in its can,
Just sat down and began to cry.

Then the door opened,
Fleshy hands leapt in,
Searched around only to find,
An empty meat tin!