29/04 Anonymous

She said the words
That gave a lie
And let them be
In the plain
They lay there
For one to take
To pick up
Hand with hand
But she left them
Anonymous
Lost and alone
The confession
Anonymous
The author unknown
Because the words
On the paper
Would have hurt
Many others
And her heart ached
As she wrote them
Trying to get them
Out of her head
Be gone thou demons
Be gone those thoughts
Bring back the
Peace of mind
And be not known
For all eternity
For all will not speak
Of the author of secret
Even though it be found
It will remain as found
Authored by none
Anonymous
Authored by no one

28/04 Confession

Confession
And the world spins easier
Confession
And the love grows stronger
Confession
And I feel I know you more
That we're knocking on the same door
That we're both the same amount of sore
But
We're both taken
But
We're both in love
But
We've got others
And the confession still happens
And the words still come out
And the lives we live
We keep living
Something is easier
Confession
And we're realising the life we could have had
But holding onto the one we have
In love but liking you
I'll give you this
Concession
You'll always be my friend

27/04 Your Paradise

When I hold my hand out to you
I'll be satisfied
When you take it whole heartedly
I'll love you all the more
When you say those words of purity
I'll let you be mine
And when we kiss for the first time
This will be your paradise
I tell you
It will be your paradise

26/04 puppies

I stole two puppies tonight
They're in my bed
Going to keep me up all night
They're gorgeous and fluffy
And I got them with permission
Yet obviously I stole them

25/04 Sleeping

I am
But sleeping
In this
My cocoon

24/03 Night

Good night mein liebling
My fair child
Good night my dear
And be well
Be well as you sleep
And well as you dream
Let not anything disturb you
Let all be sweet

23/04 Letting Me Live

Letting me live
Isn't right baby
Shouldn't be right baby
You should end me baby
Letting me breathe
Don't do it baby
Suffocate me baby
Until I'm blue
The truth is
I'm a murderer baby
I'm a killer baby
I'm a criminal
The dire truth is
I'm a sufferer baby
Of sickness baby
And I don't deserve to live

22/04 Battle

Hello
My friend
It's come to
The end
My life will be over
Soon
And it will be
Full moon
The wolves will howl
With the wind
And the night will come
As its bidden
We I will die in the
Grave
The people calling me
Brave
As I stood there against the
Wave
Of uncountable enemies

21/04 Lovers And Death

I want you to know
That
I cursed you when you cried
That
I didn't care when you died
That
I changed my mind when you sighed
I left you at the altar instead
And burned you inside of your bed
And stuck needles into your head
As you melted away my heart
As you stole rights to my art
As you kissed my secret lover
In the dark
And fucked her
And kissed her
Though we were to be wed
You took my true love instead
So I burned you in your bed
The altar empty once more
No more bogeyman at my door
My true love becoming a whore
To you
All to you
To you

20/04 Charisma

Let me not be dulled
By simple antics of an incompetent liar
Let me not succumb to his whims
To his optimistic sayings
And his enthusiastic charming ways
He is a man of many words
Yet I am a woman of intelligence
I realise the truth of his might
And I pray this fair night
That I and my brethren will not be persuaded
By his unwise charisma

19/04 Night

Good night
My sweet heart
My love heart
My dear
Good night
My dear one
My precious one
My love

18/04 Snow

Tiny white spots
Flecks of gentle attitude
Coming from the heavens
Broken pieces of clouds
Splintering off and
Floating like dreams
Making silent remarks
As they hover for moments
And descend to the ground
Making rest before
They melt into the warmth

17/04 Down

Welcome to the other side
Of emotions
Put out your hand and take
Mine
Dance in your head and curl
Up in bed
Because that's where you want to be
That's where you belong
You bounce and dance and people say
Oh
You can have depression
You're so happy all the time
Time to roll your eyes
Look
At them and tell them to go
Google

16/04 Breaking

Breaking point
I'm at
Breaking
Point

15/04 Ghost

When all the world
Seems to overwhelm you
You're a shadow
To all else
A ghost in existence
A mirage of hell
You exist yet not
Being of but not
Silent as death
And wanting to forget
Everything

14/04 Loving

Loving me
Shouldn't be easy
Isn't easy
Shouldn't be possible

13/04 Home

I am Scotland
I am the land that you were born in
I am your homeland
Your safeland
Your right land
I am the beauty that always was
That Burns sung about
That Scott romanticised about
That Muir moaned about
I am your country
Your city
Your home
The place you can dwell
And call your own

12/04 Reality

Lost
In a world you don't understand
It's called dreamland my friend
But it's not your dream
Anything
Is possible
That you can imagine
Except the figment of reality
She is queen and I am her courtier
We live here under
The stars
Life
Is good here except
Reality does not exist
Do not mention reality
Never mention reality
Do not know reality
Because reality will never come

11/04 Tiny

I've got tiny hands
And tiny feet
And with the right equipment
You can hear my
Tiny heartbeat

10/04 Wrote

I lost a poem today
It was written and beautiful
And it ran away
I don't remember what it was like
But I'm sure it was bold
About the human condition
Hearts that are cold
It had meaning and life
And absolute attitude
Full of lies and the
Lack of gratitude
I wrote this poem today
But it ran away
Got deleted as I strode

09/04 Heaven and Hell

When you have love
Things are heaven
When all you have is hate
Things are hell

08/04 Rich and Poor

Rich men
Do things
Do few things
To make
Poor men
Suffer slightly more
Then lie
To say
They'd make them
Suffer
Slightly less
So then the
Poor men
Vote for the
Rich man and so
No laws are broken
Apart from
The law of trust and honesty

07/04 Would have said

If I wanted you
I would have said
If I needed you
I would have said
If I desired your body
I round have said
I would have said
Would have said
Would have let you know

06/04 Moo

When the clock strikes midnight
It's alright
To call it a night
When a clock strikes noon
Its too soon
To call it a boon
When the clock strikes now
It's not surprising how
To a cow

05/04 Sing You A Song

I'll sing you a song
One day when I write it
And maybe I'll write a poem too
I'll get a job, I'll ride a bike
Meet someone and get married
Have the house, kids, dog
One day I'll do this all
But for now I'm going to turn my back
I'll ignore you and never
Adore you
Deal with my own issues
Because I can't deal with yours
You're a black mark
In my already black diary
And so I need to leave you
To never sing you that song
Because right now my voice is hoarse
And my poetry is poor
And I'm melting into the snow
Dying in the sunlight
Suffering
I'll never sing you that song
The lyrics just won't come
So we'll just sit here in silence after all.

04/04 let

Let me go
Let me love
Let me be
Just me

03/04 Wife

In six months
I will be here
As not a Williamson anymore
But something different
A different name
A different game
Not fiancée but wife

02/04 What did

What did you say
When the men took him away
What did you do
When they came out of the blue
What did you hold
When it became so very cold
When the door was battered in
When the walls were broken down
When the windows were shattered in
When the heart was torn from your chest
And he was taken away from you
Grabbed by the men of authority
The men in black
The men of death
The men of fear
What did you do?
What could you do
But cry

01/04 Trump and Bernie

Loving
Is that hard
Hating
Is always harder
Love those who need it
Hate only when you have to
Direst circumstances
Saddest moments
Love is always better

31/03 Tink

Who is that yonder
Over there?
It is but Tinkerbell
Of the golden hair
She seems but a light
But then you see
Her come close
Face, wings, feet
The size of a bee
She's a wonder and a beauty
Wrapped up in love
Bringing wonder down
From the sky above
From the trees and nature
From the sun so warm
Shining down on us
The faeries now swarm
They bring peace and harmony
The seasons four
The the next year comes
And they bring more