Eating trifle in a corset

Its so fucking hard.
I can't bloody breathe.
I am trying to eat this nom nom yum and I
Cannot find the matching g-string to this vice
Around my breast
My chest
Eating this sweet sweet nectar of the gods.
Hello. Ambrosia. Your name is of providence
Custard so cold but so yellow
Cream and jelly
Undertones of a fruitiness that defies the laws of nature
So sweet
King of Kawaii would bow down
Yet here I am
Choking to death
Regretting the decision
To tighten this corset
As the Christmas cheer smears around my face
Sherry trifle
That I was once afraid
Would make me drunk
With a single bite
Now I am sitting. Sexy. Skinny.
Eating trifle in a corset.

Stars

Diamond in the sky is falling
From the sky
They are memories not a cold light
Full of wakefulness and life
Don't tell the stars to fade away
Because it won't be easy.
No, no.
It won't be fucking easy.

Lustful

The terrible twisted irony
When the fact you have guy friends
Help you deal with
A possible rapist
Of your unconcious body
As they thirst over you
They look at you
But they stop the man who comes
And tries to take you
For utter advantage

As it is.

Life is as it is.
The world turns around
It goes upsidedown
Then back to front
And side to side
Tilting the earth
Changing the tide
The moon exerts dominance
The sun gives way
Then seizes back power
To bring back the day.
This is life as it is
On our rock twirling around
Side to side
And upsidedown
Again and again and again
On poles and an axis
Our world
Our earth
Our weary lives played out
For gods' benefits
Tiny players in a giant game of chess
Lead me to rest
I want to sleep
And then we begin all over again.

Sea and Sky

Contortion
What do I do
Do I climb the thread of injustice?
Do I scale the cliff of righteousness?
Do I realise I am a sick unforgiving bitch
Dying
Soaring
Underneath as these Icarus wings make me
Dive
Down to the depths of the sea

Hell to You

Fucking hell
I burned in those days
I burned
So much
Lots and hells and effortless
And I was hurt
So hurt
Help me oh lords
Hell hath no fury
Like this hades
No no no
Let me go
I am so drunk
I know I am drunk
Oh hell
My past is hell

Nothing

Cooperation
Procrastination-
Eat until your face is stuffed
You're going to be bloated,
Uniquely qualified
To drown a goat in a moat
Of soap

Fem-pocalypse

K-kill all the men.
Never see them again.
Take their sperm when their born then
Kill all the men.
Bash their heads against the rocks
Crying FEMINAM LIBERO.
Female freedom again and again
Crying
Kill all the men.
They've ruined the world enough and tough
Now its our turn to rise
Biddies and bitches and braids
Come onto Liberation train.
Kill all the males and take a knife
Cut off their balls with a slice.
Keep them cold until we need
And use dildos, splendid, to keep us
Satisfied.

I'll be gone some time

Stop. Pause. Go. No.
Hate. Fate. Wait at the
Gate.
I'm going on a
Date.
It's date. Don't be late.
Albeit this
Attitude. Gratitude.
Stop loving me.
No. Go. I said. No.
Hate my life. I-
WANT HIM GONE.
Make him go.
Now. How. Not my problem.
Just make him go.
More uncommon that you know.
Sow. The seeds.
Did he go?
Dead. Said. He said she said you said that I said.
FALL.
DOWN.
Down down down down down down down down down down down down down down down down down down down down
Down
Down down
D. O. W. N.

Do?

Do I dare
To admit defeat and give up my passionless life?
Should I
Continue to strive when there is nothing left really to give?
Or do I
Say to the world again "I can do this" and try harder and harder and harder and harder
Hells
Am I now dying?
Am I now striving?
I don't want to do this anymore