27/09 Soon

Soon I see
That will be me
Crawling up the street
Made of faces
Soon I see
That will be I
Holding the arm
Of my sperm giver
Soon I see
That will be the self
Smiling fakely
Nodding to those
As heart goes
I hate this

25/09 And The

And the fear grips
And the tears come
And you build an ocean
Out of your sorrow

26/09 Rising

Turn me
Upside down
And then I'll be
Rising
Not falling

24/09 Me

Don't tell me
What to think
What to do
Where to go
Who to tell
I'm my own
Thinker
Do-er
Goer
Sayer
I tell and write
And laugh
And be
Who I want to be

23/09 Fall Up

Hunger
Thirst
Higher
Moving
Upwards
Going up
Up up
Until we
Drown
And down
And fall

22/09 Do this, Can I?

It came to this
This panic
This fear
It came to this
These tears
This sorrow
It came to this
This racing heart
These shaking words
"I can't do this,
I can't do this,
I can't..."

21/09 These Are

These are the days of
Murderous intent
Don't give me hope
When I
See none
You'll
Be surprised
How undermined I can be
Underwhelmed
Forgotten

19/09 Who?

Who are you
Again
Are you me
A friend
Or are you a
Enemy
Coming to eat me?

18/09 Work III

Literally
I cannot
Not even
Any sort of
Any
Creative
Input

17/09 Work II

I think
I'm on the brink
Of pure insanity