Emotions When Depressed

There are these times
That won't let go
They grab me by the throat
And won't let go
It's all
Snatch snatch snatch
And catch catch catch
I can't get free
Won't ever get the chance
You see it's a disease, of sorts
An illness, the doctor's say
It's an emptiness of emotions
Not just "sadness" as some think
It's not feeling down
(Though that's often the word)
Its more a void
An emptiness
No matter how absurd
It sounds it's true
It's something in your head
Something in your bones
And you can't get rid of it
It'll come back
Again and again and again